EDIT: ADDED FEW MORE SONGS!

Fuuka (風夏 (ふうか・・・)) / ROOT
Keep your Dreams / with Terashima Takuma
Koisuru Gogo Sanji /with Miyata Kouki

EDIT: 3-days have passed! Links are now removed from here. If you want them, you can just drop by a comment in this post and I'll give you the links. :))

EDIT: I'll add this special song!

Happy de Hoppi le mp3 version (taken from Radio Misty DVD idek what was it orz)

(this song will make you roll on the floor while laughing like a lunatic, plus KajiKaji's muffled laughs in the background makes it a lot more funnier. Sugoi Hiro-tan. Sugoi. XD)

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And since it was Koni-tan's birthday last April 21, of course it was Hiro-tan's birthday too! Yay! The moment I learned they have the same birthday, I knew that they would be my first and second seiyuu. LOL

Anyway..
This is something I needed to do and accomplish when I became a Shimono Hiro fan: compiling his songs, whether solo, duet, or as group. As long as I can hear his voice. So long as I can experience epic Shimogasm XD
( massive dowloads and fangirl squee )

( solo.. )

( duet.. )

( group.. )

LINKS ARE REMOVED. COMMENT HERE IF YOU WANT THEM.
COMMENTS ARE LOVE <3

It might be a late post, but at least it's better than never. I ought to post this at an earlier time even before Koni-tan's birthday but then because of lack of internet and busy-body mode, I fail to post it earlier. Anyway, since I'm still in a festive mood and is still celebrating Koni-tan's birthday, I can only be happy. LOL

And as for my birthday message to him...

So.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONISHI KATSUYUKI! It doesn't matter if you've added another year to your age. You're always gonna be my ichiban seiyuu <3 I love your voice, I love your personality, and of course I love you too! Ha-ha! I just wish you get an uke role someday soon. Period. And MOAR smexy roles please.


   4.21.2012

gif HERE

( Konishi Katsuyuki duets you say? )

WILL BE LOCKED AFTER 3 DAYS. COMMENTS ARE LOVE <3
And I never knew LJ has this feature already.. hmnnn..

So okay! I’m still alive! Ohohoho~ (I wonder, why do I always start my post with I’m still alive? XD)

Anyway, I’m so sorry for quite neglecting my LJ. I guess I must have been so busy with tumblr that I haven’t posted any updates here. I’m so sorry! To all and to everyone in my friends list, honto ni gomen nasai! I’m not dead yet, I’ve just really been gung-ho over tumblr posting XD

And of course, to everyone who posts comments on my hyakka seiran posts asking for the passwords… I’m receiving your comments and messages but I can’t reply right away so I’m really sorry if I reply really late, just wait for my PM, nee? ToT

A little post about what’s going on with my awesome life:

Basically, I’m dead tired. I’m dead. And I’m tired. Tired with everything that had happened in my life. My acads, my social life, my fandom, my LIFE. Dammit.

I’ve finished my 3rd year as a university student, but I don’t think it ended well. I guess I have to repeat a major subject (and mind you, it’s a prerequisite to my thesis) and get delayed for another semester. Nice one, Ai. Nice one. I know it was my fault. I wasn’t doing great with the lecture class; I’ve failed two exams and scored really low in my quizzes. I want to lose hope but there’s still my recit class, and fortunately I was doing good with that. So my only problem is my lecture class. Oh damn.

I’ve been accepting that painful truth since the first exam I failed, so it did not hurt me that much anymore. It wouldn’t? But hell it still stabbed my heart. What I can’t accept is the fact that I have yet to take this subject next semester. I still haven’t seen the final grades, so I’m a bit nervous. Oh gods.

And what’s more is our internship aka on-the-job-training this summer. I still haven’t decided on what company will I work to, and I’ve even messed up a bit on my application. I’m a bit worried with my internship and it’s all because I don’t think I’m quite competent and skilled enough. I mean, I fail if we’re talking about being output-oriented. I only know basic Photoshop and video editing software. I don’t even have my own laptop to work with anything. And seriously, I’m scared. I’m scared to be tagged as incompetent and lacking in skills. Ironic huh? Well that’s my life.

I have a lot of things going on in my mind. I don’t know what’s right anymore. I have a lot of problems and somehow I just want to sleep it over and wake up into oblivion. I want to run away from everything, from every one, from all of the problems in my life. I just want to disappear.

You might think that I’m a happy-go-lucky person. I post nothing but flailing and faggings in my tumblr. I post nothing but me being happy and carefree. But actually, no. I’m just fooling myself and everyone else. I’m actually a person burdened with a lot of problems be it financial or emotional. It’s a good thing though that I haven’t become emotionally unstable or I might be losing my sanity now. Somehow, I’m strong, or so that’s what I like to believe. I’m only masking my real feelings through my fandom.

Agh this is frustrating and why the hell am I writing this now?